Guard your mind!
Our mental piece is the one thing no one should be able to take from us.
But, sometimes we find ourselves being "mind screwed" by some Demon and thus we end up being controlled by said entity.
When I speak of a Demon I'm not meaning in the spiritual realm, I'm not here to tell you how to believe or what to believe. I'm referring to a physical entity that you give power to. This can be eating a bunch of crap and then resembling a bowling pin or a bag of milk. A good example is Alcohol, some can drink and have no issues while others become raging dumb asses and take the drink knowing what evil is about to come their way.
This demon can also be another person.
I've been battling a demon, a real life Black Widow, a Dark Passenger, that had its claws deep inside my mind and screwing with my mindset on a daily basis.
We need to GUARD our mind and we need to guard with all our strength.
No one should be able to have control over our thoughts. When we allow these demons into our life we thus end up giving them power over us.
I struggled with this because since I was 26 years old I've never let anyone control or have power over me. No one, not a friend, not a woman, no one. Owned by no one, do what I want, when I want and how I want all within the legal laws of where I live.
I started slipping due to the hatred I had for this demon, it was consuming me.
I had to finally get to a place where I had to let it all go. No matter how hard I trained, no matter how many extra reps I did this demon was still "skull screwing" me and making my life a living hell.
Finally one night I had finally got the "slip" aka loss of my mental control over this situation. I then had an epiphany with myself and gave it all away!
That very moment I was f'n done.
No more!
I remembered who the frig I am, what I am and what I stand for, I got my vibrations on a high and released the demon from my mindset.
I wished no ill will and gave forgiveness (which to me is that I finally got to a place where I just stopped giving a crap about this demon and the situation)
I only have so many craps to give and given a crap is expensive.
Since that night I have had no more issues if this demon is brought up.
I don't even think about this demon any more.
I feel at peace and my mindset is STRONG GUARDED back with a clear eyed view and as always moving forward and owning my days.
Keep your vibrations high and be mindful so that you are paying attention to catch your "slip" early.
You'll thank me for it.
Machine out.